I tried my best not to feel this way
But they made my resolve to sway
Can’t explain but I want to go away
The pain is too immeasurable to weigh.
My heart and mind is battling
And each day that I bear this feeling
I have the sensation that as if I’m falling
So sickening, that I might lose my footing.
Remembering that one decision
Makes me feel that I’m in delusion
Thinking back it is just my mere illusion
Now my emotional state is in confusion.
Others think that everything is fine
On the outside, it is like cloud nine
While in the inside, there’s a whine
A loud one that can make you recline.
They think that I’m being nonsense
Not knowing why this feeling commence
Hurting me to that point that it’s so immense
Can’t bear and making me so tense.
Would you blame me that I no longer care?
I’ve fought for a lot of their err
Suffered despair and nightmare
But they just shove it into nowhere.
Want to ask where did I go wrong?
I’ve done my best and go along.
Is this bond just a deception all along?
I don’t want this pain to prolong.
Is it just really my viewpoint?
That we’re perfect and can’t be out point.
Why did we reach this point?
All my happiness has been purloined.
Why? Why? Why?
Tears are flowing from the sky
Thinking that I fell from a place so high
Is this really the end and goodbye?